This particular letter by Dunni (@I_am_doxa) got to me because I know how it feels to be let down by a mentor.
Still, I’ll let you find out what I’m talking about for yourself from her letter.
If you missed the letter addressed to Shino Rambo however; you can read it Here
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I’m not happy with you. Me, that I’m just managing my short-sighted eyes, you now want to render me totally blind with this video I just watched on your phone. Anway, you didn’t force me to watch it.
I’m sad. They lied to me. They told me only guys watch porn. Why did they lie? What did they have to gain? Smh.
And they didn’t even tell me that the Sisters’ co-ordinators of fellowships watch porn too. If they had, it would have prevented this stomach-twisting, nausea-inducing shock. (Please don’t ask me who ‘they’ are.)
Like, I was just sitting on your bed, bored, my nose being insulted with the aroma of your room mate’s food, waiting for you to come back from the market so I could discuss something with you. I was also hoping you’d cook for me to be honest, I’m broke. You left your phone so I was browsing through your pictures and videos. (Calm down, I didn’t read your messages)
Then I saw it. *sigh
I was really disappointed, because I respect you so much and this is the last thing I’d expect from you.
I’m just here closing my eyes, trying to block out these gross images of you in my head, watching porn and masturbating to them. Ugh!
But who am I to judge? Me that I don’t feel any iota of guilt for making out with my bestfriend’s boyfriend last night. (
You have to admit it’s not as bad as your case sha) Actually, that’s what I wanted to discuss with you, but it’s no use now. I’m taking my leave in a bit.
Anyway, I deleted the video(s). (Yes, people always tell me my oversabi is too much. No vex.) It’s what Jesus would do na, abi? If you like, go and download them again. -__-