‘not’ To who it may concern

I miss you.
I miss you like crazy.
I want to hug and kiss you but It’s beyond my jurisdiction now.
I wish I could say sweet words in your ears, cuddle you while you sleep and smell the amazing fragrance of your hair.
I wish I could do all of this and more.
But I can’t.

I’ve told myself It’s for the best but Why don’t my emotions understand?
Why do I long to grab you every time I see you and tell you I love you?
Why am I even writing this?
Why???

I’ve been told change is not easy.
That is a freaking understatement!
Cos this is not just ‘not easy’, It’s draining me.

Still, I hope you don’t see this but Who am I kidding?

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2 thoughts on “‘not’ To who it may concern

  1. I miss ɣ☺ΰ too ℓ☺ℓ … Jst brave up and tell ♍ε̲̣̣̣̥ Ђδω​ ɣ☺ΰ feel =))=D ♒ђåª•ђåª•ђåª♒=D =)). Nice piece dear

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